Rape sex

My Diary…..By Bonnie, Adelaide South Australia, Age 21

What a difference a month makes. I can’t believe how much has happened since I gave myself completely to Matt. I just can’t believe it. I just can’t. I read the entries I have made in my diary its so difficult to reconcile my feelings. Even now I’m still confused. He did love me, I’m sure he did. I loved him totally lesbian rape fantasy. I think I still do that’s why I cry so often but in the beginning it was wonderful.

Saturday 31 August 2002
Busy week. I have been modeling for the fashion show, I love this job, I know I will never reach the heights of a super model. LOL. Well maybe I would if I had no boobs and a skinny body but I’m quite happy with what I’ve got. Obviously other people appreciate what I’ve got too as I’m getting a lot of attention, especially from the advertising agency camera man. His name is Matt and he’s so cute. He has asked me out to tea tonight. I’m really looking forward to it.

Sunday 1 September 2002
Wonderful night with Matt. I wanted to look nice for him so I wore my short black dress, its just about the only one I can get away with when I don’t wear bras. I guess with 36c breasts I cant get away with too many outfits without supporting my boobies. Its mid thigh in length, no pantyhose, ( its a warm night) and sandals with slight heels vintage rape stories. Anyway I thought I looked hot, my long blond hair contrasts so well with the black silk dress. Well Matt’s been telling me I looked hot all week when he’s been photographing me in various outfits. We had such a nice tea at a top restaurant, this guy knows his wines. I think I drank a little too much !! You know he didn’t even try to kiss me until we were in the back seat of the taxi on the way back to his apartment but he didn’t stop with a kiss, his hand was under my skirt and tugging at my g string. I normally put up a little more resistance but maybe it was the wine, maybe it was that I really liked this guy, but I immediately opened my legs for him. Well when we did reach the apartment we were all over each other . Within minutes were we naked in his bed. Its funny what you can write in a diary, things I would never say out loud, BUT THIS GUY IS THE GREATEST FUCK THAT I HAVE EVER HAD !!!! LOL. I mean it, I orgasmed as soon as he entered me. I loved it, he took me missionary, doggie, me on top. He made me cum in each position.

As we laid together in each others arms afterwards he started talking of my modeling career and how much he likes photographing me. He asked me if I had even posed for “those” type of photos ass rape. Of course I Haven’t !!! He told me he wants to take some, just for his own private use. I just laughed and went down on him, he was soon hard again and fucked me so well once more. I actually ended by giving him head and swallowing, something I have rarely done before, but even that felt so wonderful, so natural. I stayed with him all night and he woke me the following morning with his hard manhood sliding into me from the spoon position. After breakfast I came home in a taxi, he asked to keep my g string as a souvenir. I had to keep my keens together all the way home !! he.he. I felt sexy and wicked. All day today I can feel him on me and in me. I can still feel his arms around me, his cock in my puss and in my mouth. I think I’m in love.

Monday 2 September 2002
Why hasn’t he rung? I’ve been thinking about letting him take “those” kind of photos. After all he is a professional photographer nightcrawler rape fantasy. I’m a bit nervous about letting him ( heard so many stories about them getting onto the net). I’m excited about it too. It’s a secret fantasy of mine to pose like that. ( like what?….how exactly does he want me to pose? ) I think I will let him. I trust him. He still hasn’t rung.

Tuesday 3 September 2002
I rang him. Said he’s been so busy. I’m seeing him tonight though real rape victim. I’m getting wet just thinking about it. I’ve changed over the past few days. Never knew I could enjoy sex so much. He brings out the best in me. I masterbated twice yesterday.