Rape sex

Matt has tried to phone all day. I hung up every time. I cant believe he agreed to take photos of me having sex for other people to see. Some old pervert in a corporate office thinks he can pull the strings and see my most intimate of acts. Not this girl !!! . I feel sick. And Matt was being paid to do it. I thought he loved me.

Saturday Evening.

Matt had finally stopped ringing. I’ve been thinking about it, what if Matt was forced into this? He was, after all, bashed very badly for not doing it on time. I don’t know what to think but I do know that in spite of it all I still do care about him very much. And I hit him on his already broken nose !! I will speak to him, I will ring him tomorrow, I just can’t bring myself to do it yet. One thing is for certain, I’m not allowing him to take those photos of me, we must go to the police about his bashing too.

I’m going out tonight, just with some girls, just a movie or drinks or something. Not looking for a guy. Sex is the last thing I feel like right now. And its not going to be a late night, I’m going to bed early.

Wednesday 18 September 2002.

I’m in hell. This is the first time that I could bring myself to make a diary entry since Saturday night. I was raped. Alone in my room in the early hours of Sunday morning. There were 3 of them, bikes again, I’m not sure if they were the same 3 who bashed Matt.

I was asleep, woken I thought by the old song “Hello baby, this is the Big bopper speaking…” Funny how your brain reacts to stressful sensations. A hand slapped my face. I SAID HELLO BABY !!!…..I opened my eyes, hazy….3 shapes….men…. YOU’RE AN AWKWARD BITCH AREN’T YOU? Bedcovers pulled off….somebody sitting on my legs. CUNTS WHO DON’T DO AS THEY ARE TOLD NEED DISCIPLINE.

I see the glint of a knife in his hand, I begin to scream. Panties are pushed into my mouth, the ones I wore last night, I can taste myself on them. GOOD LITTLE GIRLS SHOULD BE SEEN AND NOT HEARD. Hands grab my wrists and hold them tight above my head, oh my shoulders, such pain…… I scream into my panties. My nightdress is pulled forward from my breasts and the knife severs it from top to bottom. Hands on my breasts, nipples squeezed, not squeezed, pinched. I’m so sensetitive there at the moment its agony. Fingers tug my pubic hair.

I THINK NEXT TIME YOU WILL DO AS ASKED. Hands roughly prize my knees apart, a finger is immediately pushed right into my vagina rape abduction fantasy. I recoil as much as I can, the finger burns, scratches me, I’m not moist. My legs are held up, my ass is slapped. HOLD HER READY, IM GOING TO GIVE IT TO THIS BITCH. Hands hold my arms, my legs apart. He spits onto his hand and smears it over my slit. I feel his penis push inside, his attempt at lubrication does not help at all. It stings, it hurts, it feels so big, I know its not, its just I’m not prepared for it.

TIGHT CUNT AREN’T YOU? I LOVE BUSTING TIGHT CUNTS. YOU FUCKING BITCH. I’m crying, I can hardly breathe, he’s going faster and faster, its agony, there is no moisture. He uses my breasts as a handle. He lets out some grunts and collapses on me. I’m gasping for breath. He gets off of me. At least he used a condom. Small mercy for that.

I am dragged off the bed. The panties taken from my mouth. The tattered nightdress is ripped from my body. I can’t stand, they hold me up. Knife at my eye. YOU SCREAM AND YOU LOOSE TWO EYES AND THEN WE SLIT YOUR THROAT , UNDERSTAND?. I nod.

I am dragged into my lounge room. They sit down. THREE BEERS BITCH. I just stand there, I’m still disorientated and I’m sobbing. Whack !! Slap across I back. I fall to the floor. YOU BETTER HAVE FRIGGING BEERS IN THE FRIDGE GIRL, GET UP AND BRING THEM. I only had one bottle of beer. I brought it to them. They pass it around. NEXT TIME WE COME CALLING ON YOU BABE YOU BETTER HAVE A FRIGE FULL. NOW LAY ON THE FLOOR IN FRONT OF US. SPREAD YOUR LEGS. I’m in a daze. I do as they say. My head now is beginning to clear a little. How do they know where I live? How did they get in? Did they break in? Matt has my house key.

He didn’t….he couldn’t…. GET ON YOU HANDS AND KNEES YOU WHORE. Hands lift me and pull me into that position. I feel something very cold forced into my vagina. One of them had gone to the bathroom and was smearing my hand cream into my pussy. Another cock pushing its way in forced rape stories. IM GOING TO MAKE THE LITTLE BITCH BARK FOR THIS GUYS, SHE LOVES IT LIKE A DOGGIE. I Didn’t love it, I hated it. I was crying uncontrollably.

These were the animals, not me. They have no shred of decency, how can they do this to me.? He came. Good. I hope they will soon leave me alone. COME HERE YOU FUCKING COCK TEASER. The third one was sitting at one end of the lounge , naked from waist down, his prick standing up. He made me lay the length of the lounge, face down, with my head in his lap I knew what he wanted. I had a sudden desire to take him in my mouth and bite it off but in reality I knew I couldn’t. Then I would be dead, there would be no doubt. I had to survive this. JUST CATCH ME WITH YOUR TEETH AND I WILL KNOCK THEM OUT OF YOUR HEAD ONE BY ONE. He took my head in his hands and forced himself into my mouth. He held the back of my head by my hair and started to rock my face up and down on his cock. He was taking it slowly, not going too deeply, taking his time to enjoy it. My jaws were beginning to ache and my hair felt that it was being ripped from my skull. Other hands on my back. Tracing my spine and down between my ass cheeks. A finger on my rectum. God No !! I tried to wiggle free. Smack across my ass. Hard.

KEEP STILL YOU FUCKING TRAMP, DO THAT AGAIN AND I CUT YOUR NIPPLES OFF. Faster pumping in my mouth, deeper, I begin to gag. My ass cheeks are pulled apart. The hand cream squirted there. I feel something hard probing. It’s the beer bottle !!! I scream into the cock but he wont let me move my head. The bottle is hurting me, they are pushing its neck into my ass !! I have never let a guy fuck me there, a few fingers are all that I have experienced. They push it deeper, the pain is incredible, thank god that the hand cream is used as lubricant. The cock in my throat is throbbing, it is choking me. I feel it start to squirt. I hate this, it tasted awful, I was going to be sick. It was only 2 weeks ago I gladly offered my mouth to Matt, I wanted his cum, I swallowed it all lovingly… My world went black. A combination of the pain in my rectum. and lack of air to my lungs made me pass out. When I came to I was laying on the floor, cum in my mouth and drooling from my lips.

The empty beer bottle was standing next to me. I have heard how rape victims assume the fetal position afterwards, and that is exactly how I was when I came too. I was laying on my side , my knees drawn up and my arms hugging them into my body. The three bikies were standing over me. One put his boot under my chin and tilted my head up so I had to look at him as he spoke.

LISTEN TO THIS YOU BITCH AND LISTEN WELL. WE DON’T HAVE THE TIME TO CALL ON WHORES SUCH AS YOU SO IF WE NEED TO COME BACK WE ARE GOING TO BE VERY, VERY ANGRY rape club. IF THERE IS A NEXT TIME I WILL USE MY KNIFE ON YOU, YOU WILL NEVER WANT TO VIEW YOUR FACE AGAIN IN A MIRROR, YOUR TITS WILL BE MINUS NIPPLES AND YOUR UTERUS WILL BE ON A STRING HANGING AROUND YOUR NECK. YOU HAVE SEVEN DAYS TO DELIVER THE ORDERED PHOTOGRAPHS AND AS A PENALTY FOR THE LATENESS OF THIS SHIPMENT YOU WILL ALSO BE REQUIRED TO PROVIDE A VIDEO OF THE ENTIRE SESSION. The bikies walked to the door. YOU HAVE A VERY NICE APARTMENT HERE he said as he closed the door behind him.